Sobra akong disappointed sa sarili ko.:( i dont know what to do with my life. ang hirap kaya nitong walang ginagawa kaya lagi lang akong nag iisip. there are things na ndi ko kering isipin ng isipin. everyday, un na lng ginawa ko at wala nmn akong ibang gaagwin. work, study, be productive. this is what i want to do and to be but i just dont know how to do it. there are a lot of things that i really dont know why i missed out. why would i miss these things. i really dont understand. napagiwanan. haha. there are things you are not destined to do or have, but its hard if you will give it up lalo na kung gusto mo un.
Wala na akong ginawa kundi manuod ng mga palabas. at dahil wala nmn akong ginagwa sa buhay ko, i only imagine myself if i am in that situation what will i do? haha. and i hate thinking of that because as much as i want to be in same situations and face things, as of now i am so sure that it wont happen.:'( far from my life's reality now.
there are times i want to have a life like movies.
xoxo
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